updatin .. haha

wah..lama sgt ni tk update..
i actually lupa yg i ada blog fo me to say what i wanna say...
let see what can i hglghted here..

*azreena went off to uk but only fo 1 mnth..haishhh!! buat penat nangis!!
*shit happend dat april..next time,listen to ur man n listen to him!!
*i almost gave up in my relationship, bt im glad our love conquer it all..
*he got his new satria
*most of our cash finish at dat car!! haiyoo.. kayap!!!
*change da colour of da car...hehehe.. nice!! wanted pink, but mak tk bg :(
*havin my bestie next to me again..thnx fo being da shoulder fo me to cry on adik!!
*working fo p1w1max..
*learn to knoe who is plastic n who is not!! most of em are!! ahahaha.. specially those we cant really see!! yaiksss....
*work n work n work!!! ROADSHOW MEMANJANG!!! argghhhh...tired!! im da senior exec!
*abah was so sick and admited to hosp for heart attack.. praying hard fo him!! insyallah he will get better soon!! amin..
*last but not least.. i had slowly stop clubbin,n hangin out for nothing!! alhamdulillah..ALLAH dah buka hati berubah...

guess dat is enuff fo now.. cant realy re-call each specifically!! ehehhe.. short term memory skit.. hahaha.. dah tua lah kata kan..

ramadhan comin soon.. insyallah, it will bring sumthng new with brighter life ahead..

any way, i miss all of my uitm n subang family.. u all still da best thng dat happend to me!! mishhiinnn ya all shooo muchie much!! mwahxx....

4 more days to go

will be my 21st bday on diz 21st march 2009 which will be in anotha 4 more days to go!! life dat i had been thru is up up up n down down n way down!!!
friends... family..love life.. education.. evrtythin...
its all been a torture to me n i juz had enuff of it..
im not a girl..
not yet a waman!!
all i need is time..
a moment dat is mine..

any celebration??
any friends will wish me??
any pressie fo me??
its been ages fo me to feel all dat..
what i knoe..
im still gonna be turn 21..
whether i like it or not!!
used to be so excited to turn 21..
but i guess its juz antha bday fo me..

my life is still full wit ques..
am i a grown up woman??
or i am juz so called adult??

wish sum1 cud lead me n be wit me..
i mish her...
my very own sista..
i love u no matter wat syg..
al-fatihah

hapie burfday DATIN MAK JOYAH

HAPIE BIRTHDAY TO U..
HAPIE BURFDAY TO U..
HAPIE BURTHDAY TO SOFEA!!!
HAPIE BIRTHDAY TO U!!

what a night.. waiting fo kamal pickin me up..
bapak lmbt..n he got lost!! ehehehe..padan muka!!
then amik ina n adhwa (my lil pet sis)
then straight to pia's house..
her mother is waiting fo us..
reach there same time wit patit n my..
he's nagin we all lmbt coz he's there 1st b4 us while he was from balakong!!
eheheheheheh...

here come yatie,adha,z n ct, mac,add n mukriz.
then the stuckers famiy dat i dun really knoe their name..
i can name sum like angah,kuwee,yueza n few more...
we all in her house n close da lamp..
n here SOFEA Came wit mamu n meyra n puteri..

SURPRISE!!!
hehehehehe.... sofea was shock!!
she was upset b4 diz bcoz all of us neglected her da whole one day!
we eat pizza..cakes..n drink pepsi!!
ehehehe... photo session!!
love all of em!!!
chayunk kamu smua!!

hope u had a blast thru da whole year syg!!
i love u sis sofea!!
may allah bless u darling!!!

VALENTINES???

hahaha... what a day..
maybe agak lmbt fo me to post it here..
kinda bored so i guess better merepek here...
hurm... here we go!!!

14/2 --> hapie valentines day fo those who celebratin it..
i dint celebrate it as much as otha couples did..
fo da 1st time.. i actually spent it wit my mom n family..
azreena came to my house as she was bored..(coz ateh is not here!!)
so she decided to join me to instruct POCO-POCO at my lil sis school..
2.45pm leave da house n headed to sch...
teachin da MOMS n DAUGHTERS poco-poco..
on valentines day.. n stuck wit them till 5.30pm..
what a great valentines kan??

eheheh... at nite..
my beloved ashriq came n we both went out juz lepakin here n there..
i text my sygness hapie vday to em...
yatie n meyra..kechik n adha was about to go to genting at 12am...
juz a normal day n nothin much to be shared..
life was simple n easy...
most important of all..da day wit my fmly n fren(az)..da nite wit my baby!!
ehehehe... love u all...

p/s= what da heck had dissapeared!!! ahahahaha.. LOSER!! thank god no one to bother me wit such a stupid thing n such a lame story to get attention n attraction!! ehehehe... love my life now.. love my family.. love my frens.. n definitely!! love ashriq!!! ehehehehe

10/2/09 will be da day fo what the fuck.. oops.. heck!!

i juz had enough of it..
havin doubt in my love n relation!!
sayin my sis as an inturuptor..
n i hav to hear my love sayin im da only one n kept asking me who is diz so called gf or bitch??

if u r not lying!!!
if u r as wat u had said!!
if im stupid!!
if he juz cant get enuff of u!!
if im da slutty whore bitch!!
SHO ME WAT U GOT!!!

10 FEB 2009!!!
face me up!!!
bring ashriq wit u!!
if it's true he cant juz get enuff of u!!
n im juz anotha bitch to be play with..
im saying about ur dignity now!!
show me ur pride!!!
it's all in ur hand!!!
he'll bring u to my place!!
if u mean a lot to him!!!
if not..
u r da slutty whore bitch N double A.T!!!
needs attention n attraction..
keep dat in ur mind..
im waiting.. who ever u r!!!
no excuses.. even if u r at da end of da world..
FACE ME UP!!
IM WAITING U WHAT THE FUCK..ooopsss i meant heck!!!

U R A doubleS doubleF B.A
*ask me if u dunno wats da meaning of it u poor lil bitch!!*
U R IT IF U DUN SHO UP..
N PLEASEEEEEEE...PLEEEAAASSSSEEEEEEEE.....
STOP ALL DIZ NONSENSE N CRAP N BEING DOUBLE A.T IF U DUN TURN UP!!!

what the heck...again!!!

ahahaha...i guess my previous post actually attracted for sum1..
a girl im sure dat she declares herself havin a relationship wit my bf..
n accusin dat my bf had been cheated on me again..
wow..cant believe it's happening again..
she actually comment me again n again..
but still did not want to reveal herself..
if u r in a right track..
n u're not a liar..
or juz a person who wants to see me n my boy to be apart..
c'mon.. i dare u to show me who u r..
its not a time to play hide n seek..
its a high time to be confront wit me..
if u said he's been lyin to me again..
he is actually do da same thingy thing to u coz u wrote he is wit u now too...

WHAT THE HECK... im waiting to knoe who u r..
u r most welcomed to show ur ownself!!
i am waiting..
if not..pls stop diz all crap..
pls end it.. what r u trying to sho here??

mail me.. call me.. meet me..
im waiting!!!

-esha sheikh-

been cheated n lied!! but still love him!!

havin him by me was da best thing hapend to me..
when i knew him b4...
he was not da guy dat i wanted too..
he's a guy dat i want get rid off..
but time changed my perception towards him..
he showed me true love n sacrifise in love..
he showed me da meaning of relationship!!
he actually completed my world!!

but..time past us by so fast...
crazy in love wit him makes me blind..
being wit him make da time flies so fast..
till i cant catch anythin fishy in our relationship..

as i pray to god..
show me if is he da one??
is he da one dat i will be lean on to till da end of my life??
da one who will put a shelter fo me..
da one who will guide me..
da one who will be my husband??
my answer almost yes all da time..
BUT...
sumthin hapend!!

there's diz girl..
HIS girl....
i felt insulted..been cheated..mad..pist off..
I CRIED N CRIED DA WHOLE DAY!!
I KEPT ASKING MYSELF WHY???
AM I NOT TOO GOOD ENOUGH FOR HIM??
AMI I NOT UR DREAM GIRL???arrgghhhhhhh....
but then i knoe..
she's way too far from him..
guys will be guys...
i took a step back from diz relation..
but he's beggin me n insisted me on not to leave him..
give him anotha chance...
bcoz of i love him so much...
n yes i do...
i gave him anotha chance..
i hope he changed fo good..
fo real.. fo da sake of our relation!!
our family..our future!!

i love u so much syg..
PLS..DO WATS DA BEST FOR US...
NOT EVERY GIRL CAN EXCEPT U IF U DID DIZ TO THEM..
NO MORE CHANCE TO TO SAY OR GIVE..
PLEASE...

PROMISE ME U'LL NEVER DO IT AGAIN..
TELL ME WE'LL MAKE IT THROUGH TO THE END!!!

his FAMILY

ahahahahahaahhaha....
im laughing to myself coz being paranoid n scared!!
his family was way different from wat i thought!!
they are way way way... great!!

i woke up today 18 jan at 10.30 am...
a wake up call from daddy syg!!
"syg,bgn lah..kan u nk tlg FAMILY i ari ni.."wow..dat words really wake me up!!
but til 1pm..i had been delayin it..
1001 excuses to ran away!!
but i thnk back.. till when can i run??so i made up my mind..
im meeting his family n will help them today!!

im so worried till i dint eat!!
meting his mom..n sis was ok..
looking at his dad was like woo...
meeting everyone is great!!
they are nice!!
n da nephews too..
they are fun..lovin..naughty but awesome!!!

from old house.. to new house!!
he left me a while wit his mom n sis n dad for almost 2 hours!!
damn.. wat shud i do.. dat was wat i thnk all da time!!
shud i sit..shud i stand..shud i help..shud i leave it??
ahahaha... silly me!!

after sumtime..im suite myself wit em!!
playin n laughin wit em!!
n even his mom asked me to go n take a bath!!
ehehehe.. smelly me!!maybe she saw i was not dat cmfrtble..

while i was bathin..
daddy went down n had his dinner!!
he told me dat mak said..
"aisyah is way better than his EX!!!" (I BEAT U UP BITCH!!)n his mak asked why i dint sleep over there!!
eheheh..i want to but i cant!! abah will kill me!!
soon i'll be stayin wit ur son!!
insyallah.. once im married to him!!

its late..have to say goodbye!!
but lil afiq dun wanna let me go!!
he hold my hand n said BYE2 to his mom..
instead saying it to me!!n his mom hav to say..
"akak balik amik baju..nanti akak dtg balik k"n i hav to say da same thn to lil afiq!!
his cute!! loud!! naughty!!
(i neva had a lil bro b4)



its a great memory!!
tho tired!! its worth it!!
love ARSHAD'S FAMILY...
THEY ARE AWESOME!!

BEAUTIFUL FARISYAH

wat a day..wat a night!!

17 jan...
been crackin up my head to do poster for my lil sis campaign..
she got nominated for ASSTNT HEAD PREFECT!!
n kids nowdays..i meant school nowdays had apply politics in their routine of life!!
i guess to be ready fo days coming!!
after design her poster..
went to phtst n buy da cover..
then went to hang it all up..
wit help of abah..mami..yaya n andy!!
we settle da day!!
WHILE my hubby aka daddy was helpin his fmly move out to their new house..
he came at 2am to meet me n go fo yam cha!!
he came all da way coz he said he missed me n cant stand if a day without meetin me!!thanx daddy!! i love u so much syg!!

ps: he did asked me to help him n da family da next day!! im scared to face his fmly!! help!!!!!!

2..4..6..8
VOTE FOR SITI FARISYAH..
DUN BE LATE!!!

BEAUTIFUL IS HER TRADEMARK!!

BEHAVIOUR..ENCOURAGE..AMBITIOUS..UNITY..TRUSTWORTHY..INTELLIGENT..FAITHFUL..
UNDERSTANDING..LOVING!!!

ALL DA BEST SITI FARISYAH!! WIN OR LOSE.. ITS JUZ A GAME OF LIFE!! BUT U ARE BEAUTIFUL BABY!!!

sum1 getting older

HAPIE BIRTHDAY TO U..
APIE BURFDAY 2 YOU..
HAPPY BITRYHDAY TO FARRAH...
HAPPY TUA TO U!!!



tho its a small family gathering..
eating cake..beehoon..jelly..popiah..
(basic food fo any clbration)
n u had buggin me da whole week saying no one actually clbrated ur bday!!
now u have it.. tho is simple..
dats da best we can do!! hope u like it..
n da CKIN2U!! i finally gave u sumthin kan??
hahahah



last but not least..
may ALLAH bless u syg..
n kawin lah cpat2..
eheheh.. may all ur dream n wishes will be fulfilled wit joys n hapinez..
love u farrah!!...

route of 2008....welcome 2009....

its been a great.. hapie.. sad.. tears of year fo me!!!
i found my love.. knew who's my really friends are.. knowing da truth of life..
as im goin on to a new world as an adult diz year..
it was such an experience fo me!!!
let me share sumthing wit everyone here..
the TOP 10 things happend to me...

1)i had a good pointer fo my 1st sem in utim dungun.. i found friends dat were there fo me all da time when i was there.. let me name some of their name..
rara,eda,ain,suzi,emy,hans,mia,dewi were those who always there fo me when i was down n hapie to go thru my life in hell back there...

2)i found rudy n he was my loved ones when i was there.. we spent time almost all the time when i was there n when i was wit him!! he's such a great guy dat always remind me to go on wit life as we live once in our lifetime!! tho our relation doesnt goes dat smooth..ups n downs between us..hurts n joys!! thanx dear.. i do appreaciate u fo everything including ur acting and lying!! u're great at it!!! btw, thanx fo celebratin my bday wit me n treating me like a princess when we're 2geda..

3)it's a sem break n i had finally end my 1st sem!! n that was the time i found new friends wit me!! TIESTO FREEDOM at PD n X_LIFE at GENTING.. wat a great vacation after struggling wit final.. wit my bestie 3 ladiez dat i loved da most last time!! AZ..JENNY..AEN.. thanx fo all syg.. i do appreaciate our so called frindship!! n thanx introducing me wit a.megah's family!! and credits to ashraff(papa) accmpony me to genting n came all da way from BBS..
wan,zapan,fuad,muiz,daus,shuznain n lots more to say.. thanx!!! u're a great buddy i have wit me!! such a bro to me!! thanx syg!!

4)ok.. now its da moment of truth.. my SYGNESS in subang!! i love u all.. tho we're not dat close.. hei,u'll ladiez da best in my life.. shaking..crying..hoping..enjoying.. all da things we did was AWESOME!!
thanx sygnes.. SOFEA,FATIN,CT,YATIE,MEYRA,LYNN,EIKA,EINA N LOTS MORE.. U'RE DA BEST!

5)sem 2.. its da time i had ups n downs!!! facing rudy again hurts me a lot...ur lies
never ends!! omg,i actually fall fo u again but end up hurts again!! thanx!!! n JOE..thanx fo being there n helpin me all da while when im down!! thanx my lovely friends!!

6)wan j...thanx fo being parts of my life.. u're a nice guy but we're not meant fo each otha.. but we're meant to be friends foeva!! ryte???

7)to eda nurhaneeah.. i love u more than u ever kno..i never meant to be in da middle of ur relation wit faiz.. but he's a jerk!! i knoe dat!! i juz knew it.. thank god dat we settle it b4 he became in da middle of our friendship!! i love u sis!! u're my shengal lil sis..
to pikot.. thanx fo spending ur time here wit me.. tho i dun really bring u out.. but dats da best i can do.. thanx syg!! u're my lil sis too... same like ur twin! eda!!

8)THE END OF BESTIE!!! u knoe who u r.. juz wanna say...thanx fo all.. BLOG SMILE ON ME was the end n a start of us.. u take care.. i cant believe u guy can be da cause of our SO CALLED FRIENDSHIP!! but w/out u.. i wont knoe ASHRIQ.. thanx again..

9)my 2nd sem doesnt went dat well.. i had extend my sem n actually end it there.. suffering from pain in life n health.. its hurts..i need a vacation n moved on!! BYE BYE UITM DUNGUN!! thanx syam fo cooking fo me.. da meal dat u cooked fo me was da last i ate there!! i love u bro.. u're my 1st n last pet bro there!!

10)ashriq had entered my life as a new life.. new chapter.. new lover.. hope my last one too.. thanx fo all.. i love u so much.. ur friends such a bro fo me.. i love u all... ppl might hate me for being a part wit u guys.. but it cant stop me to be one!! thanx dear friends n u ashriq!! i love u so much!!!



otha than diz whole 10 summary things i had been thru.. w/out my own family wit me.. i cant face up my life n became who i am now!! thanx abah,mami n all my sibings!! tho we argue..i knoe its fo my own good!! thanx fo being there fo me n lead me in this notorious life.. alhamdulillah.. 2008 had end.. so i hope 2009 will be a new chapter in life n making me a new adult person in life dat achieve all my aims n success in life.. wit my family..love n friends!!


bye bye 2008!!!
alhamdulillah...

bismillah...
welcome 2009!!!