conflicts..

ok.. dah beberapa blog dah aku tulis dalam english.. kali ni aku nk buat bahasa melayu plak.. tp maaf lah kalau bahasa ku sgt rojak atau rosak.. ejaan lagi lah.. jgn dikira sama skali..

masa aku tgh tulis ni..aku kat office.. org lain buat keje,aku melepak on9.. sambil di tengok oleh adikku yg wannabe princess ni..hurm.. tajuk english..crite melayu..
back to da story..

aku sering tertanya2..tak der lagi ke putera idaman dlm dunia ni.. kebanyakkan smua bermasalah.. tk tau plak kalau ashriq aku pun mcm ni..baru2 ni aku bertengkar dgn dia..angkara ex-bf aku yg meminta tlg aku tp aku yg pandai ni pun pergi tlg..
smua ni jadi masa kitaorg berdua tak tau nk kemana lepas dh tawaf satu subang.. ahaha..nk clubbing bowsan..nk mkn tak tau mana..last2, mkn gak kat mamak makbul..
bf mana tak marah kn awek dia tlg ex-bf dia.. haishhh.. mlm yg sama.. kami terpaksa bergegas ke alam megah..kerana beberapa kwn kami lari berkeliaran dikejar perkid bodoh!!! institusi yg suka cari pasal mengalahkan jais.. haishhh.. ada kat petrol station..ada lari ke mamak..ada ke balai polis..mcm2 hal lah.. tp alhamdulillah.. smua terlepas!!! bodoh jugak mereka ni smua.. lawak pun ada..melihat kwn2 yg lari tercungap2..ada yg tak pakai selipar..ada yg bergaduh.. haiyoooo
hurm... lepas smua settle,kami pun pulang.. ashriq pun menghantar aku pulang, dan dia pun memaafkn kesalahan bodoh aku yg gi tlg lelaki yg pnah menyusahkan aku dulu..

tu lah hari kami yg penuh dgn komplikasi..tp aku tau,ashriq syg sgt kat aku dn sanggup maafkn kebangangan aku ni.. masalah di dunia realiti dn hubungan antara persahabatan dn percintaan.. patotkh aku bermusuh dgn ex-bf aku?? aku masih mencari jawapanya!!!

broken friendship

GOODBYE

I'm tired of your lies,
I'm tired of your games,
I'm tired of you,
and it's always the same.

Why can't you see,
That I'm crying here,
I can't hold this no more,
You could see my tears.

I thought you were my best friend,
And we pinkie promised till the end.
But wheres that promise that I don't see,
I guess you hold it against me.

We cried together,
laughed together,
played together,
and promised we'll die together.

But now I know,
All that was fake,
you played me,
for god sake.

Now this is the end,
This is goodbye,
Well I tried,
But our friendship had already died.
_____________________________________
TALK SO MUCH

They talk so much
without feeling or retrain.
I'm tired of what they speak
or what they say.
Don't they see that it will come
back, or turn their way?
The opened square on their face,
wont close up or get in my face.
so why talk so bad about me
if you don't have the nerve to look into
my eyes angry haze?
confront me or don't speak any longer.
friendships torn;
forgiveness worn;
you were my friend, a person in which
i put my trust.
But, now, I'm not liking your
disrespect so much.
_____________________________________
LITTLEST THING

She left me,
I was in a puddle of tears,
Listening to sad songs,
And staring at the skin that I'd pierced.

all the pain that we just got over,
I left her in tears and pain,
but to get to the sun,
You had to have the rain.

I have you in my arms forever,
I would sacrifice everything,
And there's nothing i want more,
for us to be together for eternity.

Words dont mean anything
Until you can prove them,
But what i said to her,
Wasn't even able to be proved.

Not by the littlest thing.

my love life

now i wanna share abt my love life..

his name is muhd ashriq b.arshad
he is younger than me b 2 years..
but he hav da mind of a guy dat older than me by 2 years..
i love him a lot..
he's da man dat i had been lookin for..
i guess..hope it's true!!

28/8
wat a wonderful day of my life..
da official date he proposed me to be his girl..
he gave me a gift which a pillow wit love shape..
wit small love in it..

love..hug..kiss

till today..
he never let me down in any way..
he's there when ever i needed him..
he shared all my tears n laughter..
he never left me behind..

he cried when ever i was crying..
he smile when ever he see me laughing..
he giggled when ever he see me being stupid..
he catch me when i fall..
he gave me his hand when im indeed..
he gave me hope when im hopeles..
he ran whenever he saw me running..
he is everything to me..



When I found you
I found pure bliss
I found heaven
Deep in your in kiss

When I found you
I found my soul
I found your love
That made me whole

When I found you
I found my dreams
I found out what
Love really means

When I found you
I found my beat
I found true love
With the name ashriq




And today I give
A promise to you
That my love will be
Honest, Faithful, and True


love
-aisyah-

sumthin abt me

1st of all...
basically this blog is abt me..
my family..
my loved ones..
my frens(at least i still hav one)
my so called frens..
n life..issues..n lots more..

im siti aisyah...
21/3/1988...
university hosp kl...
love black red pink...
num 6 among 8 siblings...
staying in subang jaya...
studying n working...
uitm dungun (public admin)...
simple n outgoing person...
i speak out my thought...
love to party..dance alot..
know me 1st b4 u judge me..

hei...life is short... dun let anything or any1 hold u down!!!




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